Friday, November 7, 2008

4.49 a.m. in Malaysia and I Wanna Go Home

FRANCHEMENT, JE NE SUIS PAS HEUREUSE, PAS DU TOUT. My leg is injured, I cannot run, Paris is cold, my French is all over the place, I need to study Psychology, I am being left behind, I am being left out, I am pissed, one of my parents is being a pain, I feel fat, I want to go to the gym, Rafael Nadal too is injured (quel bon temps! T_____T), I don't know how to ask for extra espresso shot in my Americano, the fruits suck, I can't have my favourite veggies, the supermarkets are pathetic, did I mention I can't run and one of my parents is being a pain? I cannot do my work properly, I haven't practiced Maths, I feel stupid, I feel lazy, I feel like shit, I tore three of my toenails off, I see blood, I hate. I am scared of many things. I want to go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home

and that is me at my very lowest basic grovelling emotions i am ashamed please don't be angry all of you but i needed to say this

Eep. Sarah. Keep strong. You're almost done. And we people miss you... especially in maths. Ohhh did you know, for today's test, WY beat KS and handed hers in first!!!! You'd be proud of her. I know I am.

I KNOOOOOWWWWWWWWWW. But I probably made like 12873213 mistakes. And I did part of the test before so it doesn't count? BUT WHO CARES LET ME BE HAPPPPY!!!

3 comments:

A said...

Oh hon *hugs* just try and enjoy paris a little and remember it won't be long befor you're back in penang

xoxoxoxox

The Earth has just been sat on said...

*hugs hus hugs* SARAHH!! we shall await your return! with bated breath!!!!!! Just take deeeppp breathhsssssssssssss...

Anonymous said...

Sarah!! Hugg. Just a few more days. We, all these people back in Penang who care about you, know that our Sarah is strong!!